I'm not a big big girl in a big big world...
I'm a not very big adultteen in a strange strange world...

Natural disasters stomped mockingly on my life.
Raging storms, hurricanes, whirlwinds....
But always look at the good thing right?
They are temporary. Non permanent.
And they're gone. Vamoose.
I hope this will stay.
Cause when you deal with these kinda things, you need to have a whole lot of strength. And as proven in my basketball games and anything else,
stamina is the one thing I seriously lack.

Strange things happen for strange reasons.
You may like someone you arent supposed to like.
And the gamut of emotions that flow along with that are complicated. Cause you have to conceal innermost feelings, and put on a front.
Or you may suddenly realise that maybe you dont really like that someone after all.
And then it gets even stranger.
You may feel things you're not supposed to feel. Do things you arent supposed to do.
But you feel and do them anyway.
And when asked for the reason? You cant give anything, except maybe a damn good excuse.
And the way things spiral out of control, makes it even stranger.

But sometimes when you're looking at it from the outside, it doesnt seem that strange. In fact, sometimes it's even crystal clear.

Speaking about stranger, there are times when you feel so alone, and that's strange, because you're supposed to have friends and loved ones around you, yet you feel you hardly know them, and they become a stranger to you.
And that's a strange thing on its own.

Right. Whatever. I'm talking strange strange talk again.
Ok shut up this strange shit is getting out of hand.

Aint that strange?

hurhur. Cldnt resist.