If we choose, we can live among comforting illusions.

I choose:-
To turn away from those memory points that flash past and mock me.
To let go of how you hurt me.
To back away from the phone which holds temptation.
To quit thinking of the future, and imagine someone else holding you instead of me.
so many other things...
But most of all.......

I choose to forget how I love someone, and have that someone love me back.

But, it seems like I dont really have that much of a choice at all.

Comforting illusions?

As if.

I need you.