Sometimes I feel like I'm all clogged up, and when I'm not all clogged up, I'm all drained out.

Sigh.

We boil at different degrees. ~~Ralph Emerson.
Notice that everyone reacts to anger in varied ways. I dont boil, I think I explode. But at least not to the point of physical violence, so you cant call it an eruption.

Not something that I am proud of at all.

But certain things get under your skin, and threaten to pull you apart, so I need to get it out of my system before it starts gnawing at me. I am extremely anal in certain issues, hence I have multiple degrees of boiling.

Temperature went sky high yesterday.

I hurt her, I hurt myself.

Temper never gets you anywhere. It will never improve your heart.

But it takes 2 hands to clap isnt it. If everyone just puts in more thought to what they do, anger can be avoided. The equation is balanced.

That's the trouble with us. We dont think enough about other peoples' feelings, whether you are the one who feeds the anger or the one who gets angry.

Hmm. That makes sense.

Jem's Update
Bbq yesterday went quite well. DID U ALL ENJOY CHER'S AND JEM'S MARINATED CHICKENS?? haha. After a sticky bbq, we were wondering where to head to as the night was still young and by some impulsive decision, we decided to go clubbing. haha freshened up at Cher's place first then went down about 1 to Hard Rock! I still want to be a guitarist in a band. So cool.

Ps: Dear: I'm sorry about last night. Glad we ironed things out. Think you are one helluva gf to put up with this cranky mood swingy too serious hot tempered me. hugz.. we start anew right? I love you.

Ps: Jo! I'm so sorry you got stranged outside at some unearthly hour! Next time we should all plan properly all the sleeping arrangements and double check with our parents first. haha anyway COOL! I finally got to dance with you! :D see ya tmr babe.

Jem's lame joke:
Cher: I dont like bleeding chickens.
Jem: uh... ok put a plaster?