The impetus that spurs you to increase altitude should be centralised around yourself, trouble is, you cant decide if you are really motivated to reach a goal, or is it a merely a delusion created by mass motivation.

Incentives are always given to encourage you to complete a task -- parents reward their children for acing their exams, the status of a certificate holder at the end of a course of studies, or even procuring pride and satisfaction. Incentives, they are everywhere.

But the difficulty lies within the boundaries of doing it because you want to, or doing it because you think you want to. When you start the endless questioning of whether, by some strange twist of events, you were somehow brainwashed into feeling that whatever you felt you wanted all along isnt actually what you want all along.

Does this make sense?

But sometimes, analyzing too much like this can make you truly dysfunctional.

ah.......The certainties of life.