I had an internal debate this afternoon, being the rope in the tug of war in decision making. And I am worn out. Hours of gruelling mental exhaustion with both sides shouting at me, weighing pros and cons, considering trade offs, struggling in between the battles, I'm all ready to collapse.

But I came to a decision.

I decided that life is short. And perhaps love does deserve one more chance.

And we shall give it.

I love you Cheryl.

At least we know that we try.