Jem's Update

It's Cheryl and I 3rd month today. Come everyone please give us a round of applause. *bows* thank you thank you..

;p

Hmm.. tomorrow will be my last paper. Yesterday's paper went alright, divine intervention did happen! I was so relieved. I will not do fantastically but it will be.. alright. Just alright. :)

I need a job. A job with easy hours easy money. Haha. Ok yes yes. Maybe I'll try waitressing. Whaha. service industry. Interaction with people. How cool is that. *subtle sarcasm?* Not my scene huh? I'll probably quit after like... 1 hour. That is, if I dont get into a disagreement with the patrons first. But who knows? Maybe I'll get employee of the month.

Hmm. Now that's a thought.

" you love me.. you love me not... you love me .. you love me not... you love me!"

1. Have you ever thought you were in love? I dont know. Sometimes you get so carried away in the situation that other feelings such as passion or romance makes you think you are in love. And when the moment passes, you tend to look back and realise that it wasnt love at all. oh well.
2. Do you think you're ready for love? I am in love.
3)Do you believe kissing is a way to share feelings or is it just fun? It depends on the intensity of the kiss dont ya think?
4.Have you ever been heartbroken? Yes.
5.If so how long did it last? I guess the pain comes and goes. But hey I am in control man. Big girls take care of their own shit. Haha
6.Have you ever thought you loved someone, but the feelings went away? Yes, sadly, however others say, love comes and goes, cause when it starts to fade, and you aint on that road of re-discovery, the love is in BIG trouble.
7. Have you ever loved someone who didn't feel the same? Hmm love is a pretty strong word isnt it?
8.Are you afraid of being emotionally alone? Er.. hmm.. I suppose so. I do like to need and be needed. ;p
9. Do you want to fall in love? I already am.
10. Have you ever cried over someone you thought you loved? yes.
11. Has anyone ever told you you're too young for love? Ha erm.. no. But then, no one who holds that authority knew that I was loving or loved or in love or whatever.
12. Have you ever wished upon a star for love or for someone? No I usually wish for the same one thing over and over again. ;p But I cant say it now cause then it may not come true right? :)
13. Have you ever been told you broke somebody's heart? Er..er..... no comments.
15. Have you ever wanted someone so bad that without them you were miserable? Er.. momentarily yes. But then, there are other worlds to sing in. Other good stuff around. The world doesnt come to an end!
16. Do you believe you can love someone and be with someone else? wow this is like a question I came across " would you choose the person you love or the person you are with" Hmm.. I dont know. tough tough tough.
17. Do you think love is a feeling that has to be shared by two people or it's not real? I may be cynical or whatever, but love IS a very genuine emotion, the rawest of feelings and the highest level of intimacy 2 poeple can share.
18. Have you ever been told "I Love You" and if so did you feel the same? Huh? If I feel the same, it would be regardless of whether I was told those words.
19. Do you love somebody right now? I think this is the 3rd time I'm saying this! I am in love. whaha.
20. Do you believe that love hurts or do you believe love is pure happiness? I believe there is a balance between the two, with ingredients such as its intensity or even chemistry. It all depends isnt it?
21. Does somebody love you right now? *smiles* well.. someone who can put up with my nonsense for 3 months.. I guess so huh?
22. Do you believe this quote: "Love begins with a smile increases with a kiss and ends with a tear"? nah.. Love is a different experience for everyone.
23. Are you single/taken? You guys should know by now.