I have made a vow to abstain from alcohol for a long time. no wait. make that an eminently, exceedingly (you get the point) long time.

I was struggling to keep control and maintain a certain level of alertness or awareness of my surroundings, and for a long time I suceeded, and only faltered towards the end. ( so Zen, you must give me some credit for that! hur.)

I can hold my alcohol.(The past is a different story. ) I guess malnutrition plus too strong and too many drinks and in zen's words, just broke me. Gee. Cheryl was in the same boat, so basically, we couldnt really take care of each other. Both of us puking everywhere... disgusting!!!! haha I think the amusing part was when we were fighting for her dustbin when we were back in her room.

But now, I have a major hangover.