To my very dear friend
For everything you have missed, you've gained something else.
I guess this should be the basis for our choices, to be able to reaffirm this to ourselves and brace ourselves for what we have decided. But choices are so damn difficult sometimes, for it means sacrifice, and even if you benefit elsewhere, it doesnt take the hurt away.

So what happens from here? How does one brace up to face the downs of the decision? That's where the difficulty comes in. Cause it's not easy to just make a choice, no matter how obvious it may appear, and sometimes even though the truth is right before our eyes, it's only innate that we choose to close one eye.

Perhaps the only answer to this is to move on. Yup sounds so cliche and juvenile, but sometimes squaring your shoulders and gritting your teeth helps. And enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things. But there shouldnt be room for regret. It's just a lesson learnt.

And you know I'll always be there.