Love me for me... for what I give you now.. not for what I couldnt give you then...
Love me for me.. . for what we see together in the future.. and not for what I did in the past...

Who doesnt wish for a perfect past....

Life for the present and the future, they always say. No sense dwelling in the past. No logic wishing it could have been something else. No sense in thinking that you might have chosen a different path.

For all those experiences have done a huge part in growing that character that you possess now.

You shouldnt be ashamed of it.

Or should you?

Because sometimes your past catches up with you. Actions that you took last time, decisions that you made in an impulse. It was all in the name of fun, no romantic feelings involved, mere flings. Mere things to do to fill time. Dumb things.

You shouldnt really care. right? I didnt. But I do.

I know I was a jerk. And a part of me wishes that I hadnt been such a philanderer last time. Maybe a huge part. For it made you feel the way you feel now.
I was young and restless, and they were just flings. yes, it was easy for me. They responded and so did I. But that was then. And yes.. I wish it neednt have been this way.
I'm sorry if you dont feel special. But there is a difference between making love and sex. You should know where you fall under.

You mean a lot to me. I love you.