In the broad spectrum of feelings, I cant grasp what is mine..
They said wait, I'll find out in due time..
But the nagging doubts persists, confusion I cant resist...
Into waters I look, to find where I belong..
The answer was staring back.. it was myself I found.
But in this game of __ , it seems I always lose
Maybe I shouldnt learn to fight, and learn to read the clues....

oh no. I think I am in one of my moods again. Damn.

2nd attempt at preaching...

Jem's Guide.. little ways of life...
1. To embrace the sun and warmth, you must also endure the thunder and lightning. Shit happens, but good stuff happen too. You cant expect things to flow smoothly all the time, and when you hit an obstacle, dont be angry at how life is treating you, if you didnt bother to thank life when everything was smooth.
2. No race, religion or culture is above the other.There is no religion that teaches us bad, no race that behaves any different, and no culture that intentionally harms. Accept and understand, and dont pass judgement. After all, our way of lives are all different from each other.
3. Remember to say please and thank you, and be polite even if they dont deserve it. While it is true that respect needs to be earned, graciousness should be a gift given from one to another. It does melt a hard heart, and a little patience can go a long way.
4. Faith. The continuation of believing even when it doesnt seem possible. For the most precious things are the ones that cannot be seen but felt. Trust yourself.
5. Pray.Have a relationship with Him. Cause when no one seems to listen, you'll know that He's always there beside you. ( This was in my last 5 in my last entry of guides. It still reigns to be one the most impt!)

PS: Yun! Hey sweetie how's everything? I miss you!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... :( :(