I'm not supposed to love you - I'm not supposed to care - I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there - I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do - I'm sorry I cant help myself - but I'm in love with you...
it's strange how life works.

Take each day and make it a masterpiece..
We are all artists in our own way, we paint our world from the colours of our own palette, we can either make an imcomplete sketch or a mind blowing classic; we can use bright colours to depict or control our mood, or use dreary colours to equate it to how we feel.
I think my art work would be one which of mixed colours, but majority of bright colours, yet with blotches of emptiness of it that display the things that I didnt do. Some part of it will be applauded, yet some scantily done, signifying perhaps a lousy attitude. Yet it's one thing to know what needs to be changed, and another to change it.

But looking back, I cant say I have any deep regrets. Certain issues, yes. But I am a firm believer that tt's the journey, the destination, and all points in between, that made me live life. It's not just about life and how badly or well it treated me, but living life and how I coped with the good and bad. And I think I can safely say I appreciate the good, and I learn not to dwell on the bad.

Life is a road, a very long road, don't drive too fast, but don't drive too slow, remember to always look ahead, but don't forget to look around you at what's there, and occasionally look into your rear view mirror to once again see what kind of terrain you have been through, and what it was like, stop and pick up hitchhikers once in a while, but be careful about who
I try to live by this.. I've made mistakes, many mistakes, taken many a wrong turn, crashed the car, but in the end, I'm just trying to make the best of things.. I'm just trying to do my best huh?...
I'm not a person who cries because it happened.. I'm one who smiles because it happens. It's true when they say everything happens for a reason.

Jem's Update
I've been eating and eating and eating... I think I'm stressed and worried... over.. I also dont know. Maybe Im just overwhelmed by the amount of work I have not done.. Had an exam paper today.. which I didnt go for. And yesterday's paper went so badly, I left early. But on the bright side, MOnday's criminal law was better than expected. And I hope tmr's paper will be too.

Anyway! I loveee my blog song! meaningful lyrics... and this goes out to anyone who's ... sad? Plus a big hug...
Hold On
This world...This world is cold
But you don't..You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you (this line is so sad!)
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Your days..You say they're way too long
And your nights..You can't sleep at all (dont we all always experience this..)
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on.....