Humanity is deteriorating...at least in my world.

An incident has just happened.... at 4am in the morning, which jerked me rudely from my half asleep stupor, and in that time, a significant decrease if the line in my soul chart of others appeared.

It's ..... I dont even know how to describe it.. it's shameless and disgusting.. the (in Cheryl's words) malicious intent of some, out there to sow discord, in the face of annoymity.. gutlesss... I am so utterly put off that I dont even know how to string proper sentences together.

All I know is that I am disappointed. Very disappointed.

It seems like to some, I'm not that nice at all. And that does a great deal to confidence and esteem. But why should I care what it thinks, since all that matters are those who are closest to me knowing who I am.

No.. no one told me that I was some senseless asshole. Just something that someone did to me. Behind my back. My friends, you shall know soon.

Whatever it is, I shall find out. Or rather..whoever.

Ah hell.

Blasted fucker.

Did I mention that I am pissed?

And did I also mention that I am.. a little sad too.

ok I need my stoicness to step in right now. And it's working. See.. it does pay to be heck care.