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Monday, January 26, 2004

A Lawyer is a person who manipulates by the use of language. Lord Atkin

County laws and statuttes give us guides to the law, but ultimately, whether justice is carried out remains in the hands of judges and lawyers. So if you get into legal trouble, seek a top notch lawyer who has the ability to play around with English, and walk off scot free. Quite sad isnt it? Well, for the victims, yes.
In Singapore, people say that lawyers are all 'one-kind'. Hmm.. admittedly there is a certain shredness about them, but that would just be generalizing isnt it? Well, when Jo, Ralph and I become lawyers, you can find out for yourselves.

I make a good friend, but a very lousy girlfriend.

Yes, I am not Mr. gentleman or Mr nice anymore, date me or see me only if you are prepared to have that mutual understanding that if anything happens it only happens for the moment itself, and I am not obliged in any way to answer for any of my actions. It is a little sad, that the change is so significant that people notice it. But in my defence, softness equates to vulnerable, and I am gonna wear a shield. If I love you or like you enough, then that's a different story...
A friend told me that last night.. the words above highlighted in bold. Although there was a lot of truth in it, it still did make me feel a certain sadness about myself, which typically I shrugged it off as usual. So many things have happened, and I just dont know how to respond to people anymore. I do not want to commit, do not want responsibilities, all in all, I am just not prepared to love anyone else. The only people right now that I will rush and do anything for are my very good friends...
I have not lost myself, I still know who I am. I just dont want to get hurt anymore. That's why I'm like that. I will care, I'm not totally heck care, even if I portray it, I'm just heck care when it comes to being a girlfriend. So.. hmm.. who knows who I'll fall in love with.
Ah, hell.

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