Pray to God sailor, but row for the shore.
God can help you, but you have to do your part too. They say that if you pray hard for 30 days, your prayer will come true. So I am going to pray with unwavering faith, but also do what I have to do.
Prayer for Day 1.
Dear Lord, please bring your peace and help me out of this.

Oh no.. my exams are approaching and this time I am actually getting the jitters! ha.. probably its importance has struck me, not because I need to pass it to continue but also lots of money are involved and I wouldnt want to waste any.. But I still dont seem to be getting down to work.. haiz.. have to grab my discipline...
oh.. my rashes are getting better! yupz can cut down on my long sleeves already..
ok.. I'm just rambling unorganized thoughts....
I feel so... arg inside.

dedicated to YOU:
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity. JOsh Groba 'you raise me up'

It appears that each word and each line have been so carefully and distinctively chosen, and its blending and harmony expresses the melody of love of us. It seems like right from the beginning, we've never had the chance to experience a smooth sailing; on the contrary it's been plagued by so many overridding boulders, and our path has been waylaid by jagged and evil stones, pebbles have resided in our shoes... yet.. through it all.. you stood by me, gave me the faith that I asked for, and more importantly, the love with you that made me share glimpses of perfection, and the stability and sanity in my life which I have been hungering after. We may seem to be a long way from getting where we want to be, for our journey is still darkened by shadows of my past, but gradually through those clouds, the sun is shining for us. Thank you for not giving up on me, on us. Damn.. I am in luuuuurrrrrvvvvveeeeee..... :)

oh.. I didnt realise I was so mushy. covers face.. and runs like crazy....