It's all my fault.
And The evidence was standing manifestly, obviously, distinctly in front of me.

How do you live with yourself knowing you are the sole cause of another's downfall, another's failure.

How does one survive with the guilt that you will continue to be the cause of others' sadness, desolation and disconsolateness in time to come.

How long can one keep up a pretence?

I feel so despondent now.

And i brought it all upon myself.

I feel like such a jerk.

ps. pls nobody talk to me abt this entry.