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Friday, October 24, 2003

I am an imperfect perfectionist.

I like things to be methodical and organized, I dont like chaos and disarrays.. when it comes to the non-emotional involvement systems. When it comes to those that exist outside the boundaries of rationalism, I just want it all to be pure. I am an idealist, believing in the humanity existing within even the most hard core being. I believe love conquers, yet I am a realist.
See how imperfect my perfect thinking is?
I can feel myself growing up. It's wondrous yet bizarre how a change in the course of events can in turn change you from a puerile youth with shallow musing to one who experiences pondering at a deeper level. But its price? Cogitation with increased depth goes hand in hand with the clout of burden weightage.

When I find myself wallowing in self-pity of trivialities, (although sometimes it isnt so picayunish), I try to direct my self into the lives of those who are less fortunate than I am, for with this sort of comparison, suddenly my problems arent that significant after all. It's hard, but I guess for all my misfortunes, I should be grateful for the little things. It's always the little things.And may God help me.
Reflect upon your present blessings - of which every man has many - not on your past misfortunes, of which all men have some.
Charles Dickens


You are my blessing.....

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