2 days to my UOL compliance test. more specifically, a major test! But as usual, I didnt practise consistency, and I didnt start revision till last night. Studied today though.. 20 chapters to go. Oh.. did I mention I am the best procrastinator? Once bitten, twice shy. I've been bitten a whole lot of times and yet I never learn the meaning of STUDY.
But it's weird how I never seem to get stressed when it comes to academic work, even though the odds on passing( dont even talk about scoring) is against me. I've always reassured myself that the time that I spent elsewhere instead of studying is worth it, and I would rather have forgone studying than the moods I experienced which perhaps made me develop a little. Problem is, for this particular study week, it has been a complete waste of time. I let myself get distracted by... this.. and that.
But I remain indifferent and impassive to any form of pressure or tension. Oh man, maybe there is something wrong with me.
Nah.. I might not practise a lot of things, but hey I rehearse sanguinity.

And I reinforced what I have always mulled over before. Whatever that I cannot control, I shall leave it till I am in a postition to control it. Whatever that I can control, I shall give my best, and hope that my turn in the circle of goodness will be here soon.

In the midst of inner disturbance, I find my peace in you.