i'm gonna drown myself in the bathroom.. where my tears will merge with the shower... but it's ok.. cause my towel will come in handy to wipe away the droplets.. and i'll be clean and ready to face the world... a fresh new start both literally and figuratively.It is time to move on.


I think I have found the courage to finally face reality instead of dwelling in my fantasies... but it's ok.. cause I know the reservoir in my life isnt running dry.. and I have cultivated the attitude that there are emotional flutuations in life and I must have the belief that things do get better. And with the help of those ard me plus all the distractions I have set up for myself, I know I can get through this.

Had an ok day in sch today..as usual.. slacked in class but I did some work today... and had dinner at Cheryl's place.. i ate so much! ha.. :) But hey you guys today (after sch) was really fun. You guys have really been my major distraction man. But it's good cause it makes me happy. :) awww.....



your smile makes my heart a little lighter, and those dimples make me melt
when ur arms are around me it makes me think... ' was it love I felt?'...