happy birthday to me....

This is my last teenage year...
I think my life so far has been like a roller coaster.. the ones which turn 360 degrees... It goes up.. and then there's those dreadful drops.. turns round and round.. but at the end of the day, there's security provided and nonetheless, you enjoy the ride. I enjoyed my ride anyway.

I used to think that birthdays are just another day.. no big deal.. and in a way it hasnt changed. But today, I feel that I grew up.. slightly more.. in terms of mindset.. and responsibility. many of my erstwhile views have broadened and became more flexible? yet with this seemingly positive change, the drawback is that perhaps it goes hand in hand with cynicism, and the fact? that life isnt quite like a fairy tale.. however, the naivety in me, or perhaps the inner rebellion still stubornly holds on that there is such a thing as a dream-like euphoric world.

To you:
I thought that maybe you were just a good classmate, and maybe I confused you with a friend. I thought that our sharings were conveniently available to each other because of the everday involuntary meetings. Maybe this might still hold true. But you know what? I'm glad today we took the first step to prove that maybe this isnt the case after all. you're still my bro....

Life isnt perfect... but when I'm with you.. i think to myself.. why not?