Are you an atheist? Today's topic: God.
What follows does not aim to convert; leisure reading, directed at self reflection.

Judges interpret the law, priests interpret the Bible. Lawyers do crime study, children of God do religious study. Simliar to the other times of study, some score higher than the rest. And simliar to all types of scores, the amount of marks obtained do not necessarily protray your amount of knowledge and application.And likewise to any sort of education, sometimes the teachers arent always right. ok. do you see what I am driving at?
I believe what is right comes from your own self worth. Why refrain from crime if your only sole purpose is to escape the gallows of prison.. and perhaps hell? We receive so many teachings of right and wrong in the Bible, but each has his own application right? For example, the commandment thou shalt not steal. Some might teach the literal meaning, which could be defined as taking without permission? But if we take without permission and we intend to put it back, what do you call that? See what I am getting at? There are so many loopholes in everything, so, whatever anyone teaches you, think before you believe. You must learn how to question.. and find the answers from God.. speak to Him. I am sure He understands that all of get confused many times and He does not want us to suffer.. so in your own quiet time, dont think.. but feel...

Anyway.. I'll be out with Jo, Cheryl and Mich.. gonna celebrate my birthday! ha.. i cant wait.. :) Thanks you guys.. and to mich and cheryl for going to forum to fnd the non existent caterpillar which i promise u it was there before! CANDY! REMEMBER THE TIME WE WENT TO TOYS R US MANY YEARS AGO? WE SAW THE CATERPILLAR RIGHT? PLS TELL THEM!
haha. ;p grinz.

My heart and my head battles... my heart should win.. but it involves another's happiness.. either way I lose... somebody teach me to be at 2 places at one time.. and how to make everyone happy...
Did i mention I feel like such a failure sometimes?